Poor you...My husband smokes 3packs a day. He couldn't breathe. He got a kit at ihavenoclue.com and 24ml marbo liquid. In a first 2 weeks, he still needs to chew gum in the morning. Now he doesn't need gums anymore. Now he got all kind of kool e-cig at imadouche.com at super cheap prices to show it off to friends:). Now he loves it and he didn't smoke real cigar for almost 2months. You only smoke a pack a day so I think you can do it with the kit and liquid at ihavenolife.com. I'm not using it so I don't know what kind of kit or liquid but my husband smokes 3 packs a day and he can quit. Then anyone can do it. Good luck to you.